does this count?

here’s where I’ll put whatever literary works I’d like to share with people other than Rachel or my English teacher

Seedpods

In this body, I contain only the idea of being.

My bones protect the words philosophers can’t comprehend and form sentences and stories of my belonging in this material universe solely so they can tell themselves

they’re alive.

These ideas are just seeds, floating in a shell that bleeds into other ideas, other shells, and I can’t help but wonder if we’re all destined for the same garden

for we are all buried under the same earth.

Who will be the one to plant me?

Oceans

You can’t hand me kisses and call it love,

or hold me close when you’re miles away in a television show

as God’s ink spills into the night sky, I can’t help but want to be

the defiant star who can’t be washed away

Either I failed emotion or it failed me,

I need something tangible I can’t lose in space

like I can lose tears in the sea.